Every day has its own story

Can't wait weekend to come, can't wait to travel to Boston!

These days, things happen not as expected. My plan was crashed to zero point. I need to figure out what I need to do after this. A long talk with my friend yesterday made me think hard about what I want, what I pursue, and expectation from people around us, in this case my parents. He said that we should try to balance of what we want and what they want. As long as they still alive, we need to accomodate their expectations as well. Those words stabbed in my heart. Looking back, have I tried to accomodate their expectations, or merely pursuing what I want? What if their expectations oppose mine? Should I follow them because they are my parents? Should I not consider them because it's my own life? I am puzzled, and need sometime to reflect it, yet I have no idea to do. This morning, I chat with another best friend, to whom I usually share dreams and problems. And she gave me a very good suggestion. Although I haven't yet found the answer, I think her approach helps a lot. She sai...

Teh Yanti benar, makin tua, emang kita demennya nostalgia :p. Kalau si teteh lagi bernostalgia tentang kuliah di Eropa, saya justru lagi demen bernostalgia tentang Bandung, gara2 habis nonton film Jomblo. *eh, omong2 saya lupa, naroh VCD nya di mana :(* Saya baca novel karangan Aditya ini beberapa tahun yang lalu waktu masih di Jakarta. Tapi rupanya setelah di Pittsburgh, film yang diadaptasi dari novel yang sama ini bikin saya lebih ngakak nangis2 karena kangen sama Bandung, hehehe. Sebenernya nggak ada yang terlalu istimewa dari film ini. Ceritanya persis dengan yang di novel, akting pemain2nya juga nggak terlalu istimewa. Tapi mulai dari logat dan settingnya di Universitas Negeri Bandung, di mana populasi konon cuma cewek cuma 7% (udah termasuk kucing betina), bener2 bikin saya kangen. Ada angkot kuning putih nya Panghegar - Dipati Ukur yang dulu sering banget jadi andalan saya, penjual gorengan yang nongkrong di depan Gerbang Ganesha, dan kelakuan-kelakuan para cowok waktu ngejar ...

by : Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett I’ve been living with a shadow overhead I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I’ve been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I’ve been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs I know that it’s out there There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me throught the night I could use some direction And I’m open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end There ar...