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Time to learn

If I often say "Let it be to me according to Your words", I guess now is time when I should proof that I really mean it. That my part is to seek and to do my best, but it is His part to decide what is the best for me.

It is indeed so hard. What I know so far is how to do my best according to my capacity. But I do not know how to let Him do his invisible part. I never understand the way it works. So I guess it is time to learn :)

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