When Iis asked whether I'd like to join a traditional Indonesian dancing ~ Balinese, I was hesitated. Last time I did Balinese dance was in Nyoman Gunarsa's Sanggar Dewata around 1989.
I started dancing Balinese at age 4 when I saw my older cousins dancing, so I told my mom that I wanted to dance. Wrong decision :p! My mom enjoyed bringing me to the dance club, more than I enjoy dancing, and I was stuck for more than 6 years :p I knew that I wasn't talented, but she just didn't let me quit no matter how much I begged, hahaha. I finally quit because I needed to study more to prepare for Ebtanas (I know, I know it's such a lame excuse, hehehe).
Never crossed my mind that I would dance again. First because I didn't enjoy it, second because I am not talented.
When finally I say yes, I'll come, I thought it would be the first and last time :) But I was wrong. It's fun and I enjoy it. This time is different because my mom doesn't tell me to do the dancing. Plus I don't have to be perfect :p Dancing in Sanggar Dewata was so painful for me :p I had to do all the moves perfectly, and no matter how hard I tried, it seemed never good enough for the Balinese instructors. But now, who cares :p Even more, there are some Americans in the group. I think I am still better ... hahaha ... :p
I don't know how long I will enjoy this, but for now, I find a new joy rediscovering my childhood :)
I started dancing Balinese at age 4 when I saw my older cousins dancing, so I told my mom that I wanted to dance. Wrong decision :p! My mom enjoyed bringing me to the dance club, more than I enjoy dancing, and I was stuck for more than 6 years :p I knew that I wasn't talented, but she just didn't let me quit no matter how much I begged, hahaha. I finally quit because I needed to study more to prepare for Ebtanas (I know, I know it's such a lame excuse, hehehe).
Never crossed my mind that I would dance again. First because I didn't enjoy it, second because I am not talented.
When finally I say yes, I'll come, I thought it would be the first and last time :) But I was wrong. It's fun and I enjoy it. This time is different because my mom doesn't tell me to do the dancing. Plus I don't have to be perfect :p Dancing in Sanggar Dewata was so painful for me :p I had to do all the moves perfectly, and no matter how hard I tried, it seemed never good enough for the Balinese instructors. But now, who cares :p Even more, there are some Americans in the group. I think I am still better ... hahaha ... :p
I don't know how long I will enjoy this, but for now, I find a new joy rediscovering my childhood :)
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Ha ha. Tari apaan ?
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Baru 2 bulan :-D
that's the best performance from you...
Mami, Abel nt ajari tari kupu2 ya..
that's the best performance from you...
Mami, Abel nt ajari tari kupu2 ya..