I've been ignoring this blog for a very long time, last post was 2010 :), and I am hoping that I can start *regularly* again. A few lines of writing is a healthy dose for my sanity :)
So, where should I start? Time flies too fast, too many life changing events have happened since 2010. Got married, have a kid, still with the same company - fortunately with quite a few promotions. Motherhood and work-life-balance has been the recent nuance in my life. I should say I am riding a roller coaster right now- balancing motherhood, work, and everything else other than those two - if it's at all possible. One thing that I definitely want to try in 2015 is worry less and enjoy life more. Unfortunately, my inherit personality is the biggest challenge. So here I am, worry too much about why the baby is not eating well, why his cold is not getting better, etc etc. Why can't I just relax for a second ... well, I am trying, and I'll try to write again as my "therapy".
When Iis asked whether I'd like to join a traditional Indonesian dancing ~ Balinese, I was hesitated. Last time I did Balinese dance was in Nyoman Gunarsa's Sanggar Dewata around 1989. I started dancing Balinese at age 4 when I saw my older cousins dancing, so I told my mom that I wanted to dance. Wrong decision :p! My mom enjoyed bringing me to the dance club, more than I enjoy dancing, and I was stuck for more than 6 years :p I knew that I wasn't talented, but she just didn't let me quit no matter how much I begged, hahaha. I finally quit because I needed to study more to prepare for Ebtanas (I know, I know it's such a lame excuse, hehehe) . Never crossed my mind that I would dance again. First because I didn't enjoy it, second because I am not talented. When finally I say yes, I'll come, I thought it would be the first and last time :) But I was wrong. It's fun and I enjoy it. This time is different because my mom doesn't tell me to do the dancing...
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