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Kotor!

A few days ago :
Cerita seorang teman : Wah, kalo nge-gol in yang itu mah susah. Kan kita udah punya sistem itu. Yah, sesusah saya dapet kijang innova baru lah kira2 ...

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To : 0815 xxxx
What they do is completely wrong. Right?
Terus, kalau tau itu salah, kenapa tetep dilakuin sih?
Duit sih duit ... tapi kan ...

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0815 xxxx :
Yupe, completely wrong.
Aku dah tau kalo si X itu kotor.
Tapi nggak nduga kalau sekotor itu.
Udahlah, gak usah dipikirin.

About a week ago, a conversation with a friend:
xxxx : Yup for sure I am apatis, oportunist ...
**** : Ngapain dulu capek2 idealis waktu kuliah kalau sekarang jadi apatis :)) ?
xxxx : Gak tau deh ... hehehe ...
**** : Aku gak percaya kamu apatis.

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Belakangan, kok pembicaraanku banyak yang berkaitan dengan idealisme, apatisme, dan konco2nya itu ya ... Hhhhh, aku mah bukan orang yang idealis2 amat, tapi gak mau juga kalau semua yang aku yakini benar itu hilang begitu saja, lenyap, tanpa bekas.

Dan tiba2, pagi ini, gak ada angin, gak ada hujan, aku dapet SMS dari seseorang yang sangat aku hormati, juga aku takuti ... hehehe ... begini nih isinya ...

0818 xxxxxx :
Agama tanpa pengorbanan, politik n business tanpa nurani = kejahatan sosial (Mahatma GANDHI). Selamat berkorban n bernurani.

Huaduh, apa coba maksudnya ??? Aku dah lama gak kontak sama si Bapak ini, tau2 dia sms begitu ke aku??

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