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All I wanted

If I have any opportunity ...

Aku pengen ketemu kamu lagi ...ketawa bareng kayak dulu ...
Aku pengen cela2an lagi sama kamu, menertawakan beda tipis antara yang percaya diri dan gak tau diri ...

I want to give you my smile !!

Aku pengen makan mie bareng kamu lagi ...
Aku pengen nemenin kamu makan hartz chicken kesukaan kamu ...

Aku pengen melihat kamu ada di teras kost ku lagi ... nungguin aku keluar ...
Aku pengen kamu ngejemput aku lagi untuk makan malam ...
Aku pengen kita ngobrol lagi sampai larut malam dan ibu kost mengusirmu dengan halus ...

Aku pengen kita pergi ke TIM lagi kayak dulu ...
Nemenin kamu main games tembak2an yang aku gak ngerti asyiknya di mana ...
Lalu makan pop corn ...
Ya, kamu selalu minta extra butter ...

Lalu kita ngebahas semua topic of day di sepanjang makan malam kita ...
Sebelum kamu lalu mencela2 aku, ketawa, dan tersenyum ...
Kita tertawa bersama2 ...

Tapi semua lewat ...
Aku berusaha berdamai dengan mu dan dengan diriku sendiri ...
Toh aku harus merelakan mu pergi dengan dia yang akhirnya kamu pilih ...

Andai aku bisa menghilangkan rasa sakit ini ...
Dan mengalahkan segala egoku ...
Andai aku bisa bersikap 'normal' dan 'enggak ekstrim' ...
"Kamu selalu ekstrim", itu kata sahabatku kepadaku

Aku ingin ketemu kamu lagi ...
Aku ingin ketawa bareng kamu lagi ...
Menganggap kamu sebagai seorang sahabat ...
Tertawa bersama seorang sahabat ...

Dan bila umur kita bertambah, hari2 kita telah berlalu ...
Kita bisa terus saling mengenang persahabatan kita ...

Andai aku bisa ...

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