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Tegar atau tidak tegar ...

Bingung deh, tadi Setio bilang, aku gak setegar pas kuliah ... Mungkin iya, tapi enggak sepenuhnya gitu juga ... Pas kuliah dulu, aku bukannya tegar, tapi apa yang sekarang sering bikin aku keliatan gak tegar adalah hal2 yang mungkin sama sekali gak aku hiraukan ... Kalau dia baca blog ku, terus bilang aku gak tegar ... ya mungkin saja ... Tapi blog itu kan tempat kita berhenti sejenak untuk berteriak ... pada saat kita gak mungkin meneriakkan nya di sudut lain kehidupan kita ...

Anyway ... no need to worry about me lah :) Aku baek2 aja ... semua yang terjadi membawa pelajaran berharga dalam hidupku ... Walaupun aku sering berteriak di blog ku ini, tenang saja, itu sekedar untuk berteriak, tidak lebih :)

Life, no matter how hard it is, always has a beautiful scene, rite :) ?

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