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Gimana caranya blow up yang baik dan benar?

Tadi malem ada yang gak tau diri !!!
Jam satu malem ketok2 kamarku, panggil2, "Mita, penting neh ..."
Setengah ngantuk aku bangun, "Ada apa ?" ...
"Ini, aku ngerepotin banget yaa, tapi aku kehabisan pulsa nih. Harus bales sms" ...
*GUBRAKKKKK*
Kok ya ada, yang bangunin orang tengah malam gitu cuma buat bales sms yang katanya *penting*. Huh, sepenting-pentingnya orang sms mah, kalo orangnya butuh dan kita gak bales sms nya, dia pasti akan telpon kita lah. Tul gak?

Dengan muka ditekuk aku nyuruh temenku tuh masuk, dan langsung aku sodorin hp ku. Mo marah kayaknya gak ada gunanya deh sama orang kayak gini, muka tembok. Paling2 lain kali aku gak akan jawab kalo dia panggil2 lagi tengah malem :( Dah gitu nge-sms nya lama banget, kayak mikir negara aja. Duh, ini orang kok gak keluar2 dari kamarku ya, kan aku gak bisa tidur. Duh, dodol bener, besok kan gak libur ... dia enak, kerjanya jadi penyanyi, bukan orang kantoran yang 9 to 5, lah kite?

Hmmm, beberapa saat yang lalu pernah ada yang kritik aku, kalo aku tuh suka memendam kekesalanku ke orang. Menurut dia lebih baik blow up saat itu juga, lebih sehat secara emosional. Nah, pelajaran 1 buat aku adalah: gimana caranya mengekspresikan kalo aku marah dan bete, saat itu juga. Dan kayaknya belum berhasil deh. Harusnya tadi malam aku semprot aja ya tuh anak. Eh, ternyata aku cuma diem .... Huuuuh, susah banget sih buat blow up? Gimana caranya blow up yang baik dan benar ???

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